dice and rollerblading
Jun. 6th, 2009 11:30 amWhen I was a kid, we played a dice game called Zilch. In a Zilch turn you try to make as many points as possible. You keep building up points until... either you stop or a roll with no points makes you lose it all. Luck helps in winning but ultimately the key is knowing when to stop.
Today I applied that knowledge to rollerblading.
I have been managing my fear of downhills pretty well. The fear-adrenaline rushes are less frequent. I am up to 9-12 miles every Saturday.
But today... I found myself phasing out about mile 5. The world did not quite narrow to a pinpoint (one of the warnings of fainting), but I found that I was spending every bit of my mental energy staying upright and aware of my location. I felt draggingly tired, thirsty and almost dizzy. The world felt... Unreal. Distant.
I cut my losses at the next chance. Gave T the water and told him to go on without me. Better to sit down now than wake up bloody somewhere on the track. As I type this, I am putting my head between my knees every few minutes.
I still feel like a loser at Zilch. "I could have done 6 more laps..."
Later note: We think it was low blood pressure, brought on by my old nemesis: dehydration.
Today I applied that knowledge to rollerblading.
I have been managing my fear of downhills pretty well. The fear-adrenaline rushes are less frequent. I am up to 9-12 miles every Saturday.
But today... I found myself phasing out about mile 5. The world did not quite narrow to a pinpoint (one of the warnings of fainting), but I found that I was spending every bit of my mental energy staying upright and aware of my location. I felt draggingly tired, thirsty and almost dizzy. The world felt... Unreal. Distant.
I cut my losses at the next chance. Gave T the water and told him to go on without me. Better to sit down now than wake up bloody somewhere on the track. As I type this, I am putting my head between my knees every few minutes.
I still feel like a loser at Zilch. "I could have done 6 more laps..."
Later note: We think it was low blood pressure, brought on by my old nemesis: dehydration.