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When I was a kid, we played a dice game called Zilch.  In a Zilch turn you try to make as many points as possible.  You keep building up points until... either you stop or a roll with no points makes you lose it all.  Luck helps in winning but ultimately the key is knowing when to stop. 

Today I applied that knowledge to rollerblading.

I have been managing my fear of downhills pretty well.  The fear-adrenaline rushes are less frequent.  I am up to 9-12 miles every Saturday. 

But today...  I found myself phasing out about mile 5.  The world did not quite narrow to a pinpoint (one of the warnings of fainting), but I found that I was spending every bit of my mental energy staying upright and aware of my location.  I felt draggingly tired, thirsty and almost dizzy.  The world felt... Unreal.  Distant. 

I cut my losses at the next chance.  Gave T the water and told him to go on without me.  Better to sit down now than wake up bloody somewhere on the track.  As I type this, I am putting my head between my knees every few minutes.

I still feel like a loser at Zilch. "I could have done 6 more laps..." 

Later note:  We think it was low blood pressure, brought on by my old nemesis: dehydration.  
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There are pink elephants dancing in my head.  Because when there are not, I start to think about how fast I'm going down the gentle slope.  Cute turquoise elephants doing jumping jacks.  I don't feel so stable going this fast.  Lime green elephants doing the Mambo.  And what is my friend talking about?  I should pay attention to what she is --- No I shouldn't!  Look forward!  Concentrate on feet!  Ecru elephants belly dancing.  I think my feet are wobbling. Am I going too fast to consider braking? I think I'm going too fast.  Lavender elephants making O's with their arms.  I hate this!!!  Why oh why was I foolish enough to agree to it again

Only with the aid of the elephants do I make it the whole 6.2 miles unscathed.

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In no particular order:
  • Ten hours of much-interrupted sleep -- done.  If it wasn't the massive lightening storm outside my window, it was the pain waking me up.  Or perhaps the pain-killers do not allow me a full night sleep? 
  • Everything hurts worse than it did yesterday -- done.
  • Everything hurts much less than I expected.  ....*thoughtful pause* *Checking of BigClock*  Oh, yeah, my 2am dose of painkiller hasn't worn off.  Yay, painkillers!
  • My head hurts way worse this morning.   Next time I get the idea to head-butt Mother Nature?  Remember:  She is bigger and waaaay harder. I am all soft and squishy.
  • Stuff hurts in new and different places! 
  • Why does my left hand hurt?  *examining left hand*....  Palm is completely scraped up.  Under where the wrist guards were.  *bewildered look*  And why didn't this show up yesterday?!
  • Right shoulder has an extra bonus ache.  Huh?  ...Possibly landed on it.  Possibly still left over from bowling?
  • Some things are actually sore rather than in pain.  That is a hopeful sign.   Those, I can stretch out.

Reminder to self:  Take more painkillers immediately.
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There are moments in life when I am grateful that I have truly wonderful friends.  Today was one of them.

With T out of town, our friends are being really lovely.  Inviting me to lunch.  Courtney is coming to visit later in the week.  And today I went rollerblading with [personal profile] raaga123.  Which turned to to be way more exciting that such exercise is supposed to be. Going down a hill and around a curve, I took a tumble.  Somehow it managed to involve both elbows (no pads), one knee (no pads), my right butt cheek (duh), my tail bone, and my head (no helmet).  I left a really amazing pool of blood on the pavement.  Head wounds bleed a lot, don't you know?

[personal profile] raaga123 took me to the emergency room (don't tell T this part until after he returns, I managed to very carefully leave the words "emergency room" out of my email to him).  The scrapes, including the head wound, hurt like such scrapes always do.  Yes, feel free to wince in sympathy.  No, the really painful part was my tailbone.  Getting up, getting into and out of  [personal profile] raaga123's car, climbing onto the examination table to be examined by a doctor were possibly among the most painful experiences of my entire life.   The x-ray technician was amazingly nice.  But perhaps that was because I went from following her very slowly  but conversationally down hallways to crying and shaking from the pain of simply climbing onto the x-ray bed.  Turns out, they can take perfectly good x-rays even if you are shaking uncontrollably. 

According to the experts, I do not have anything broken and do not have a concussion.  Yay, I'm not injuring myself worse by moving!

I'm home ([personal profile] raaga123 would not let me drive), and drugged up.  I'm taking the max dosage at the shortest end of the time span.  The words, "Tomorrow will be worse" hang over my head like a...  Well, you get the idea.  If today is this bad, I plan on spending tomorrow as drugged up as I possibly can.  If I can spend the next 48 hours asleep, I will. 

I have several friends planning on calling me to check in.  My friend and neighbor, Bruce is going to call and I'll ask him to help me put the futon down (sitting is harder than being horizontal.  At least, I hope it is.).  In the meantime, I'm rotating ice packs.

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