an empty hole

[indigo_rose99]

T left this morning.  I got up at 4:30am to see him off.  I went back to bed and slept a bit more.  But I woke up to an empty hotel room which is... for some reason much harder than if he had not come with me at all.  I feel terribly, horribly alone.  

I generally travel alone, but since I didn't have to this time, the transition at this point is much more difficult than if he had just dropped me off that the airport.

I know that all I have to do is get through today, then it will get easier with going to work tomorrow.  It is the getting through today that is difficult.

Deep breaths.

Comments

[chikuru.livejournal.com]

If it's any help, just think of your friends back here thinking of you with envy. And while you're at it, please have a pain aux raisins for me.

[indigo-rose99.livejournal.com]

*laugh* Thanks.

I haven't had one of those. I'll try to make a point of it.

[mr-efficient.livejournal.com]

Your friends are with you in spirit. And we can airlift you a boyfriend pillow if need be.

[indigo-rose99.livejournal.com]

*snort/laugh* Now, how would I look walking hand-in-hand with it through the center of town? *imagining*... *laughing*

[ovrclokd.livejournal.com]

*hug* *hug* *hug*