I wrote down some math to get a perspective on why I've been feeling behind at everything. This is a week. Let me start by reminding you that there are only 24x7=168 hours in a week.
If we go to NM in a week, this is 159+22+21 = 202. Not possible.
- 40 hours working
- (if NM) 22 hour drive to NM
- 56 hours (=8x7) hours sleep
- (if NM) 21 hours dealing with my brother and my brother's tasks in person. No, this does not include time spent sleeping or eating.
- 15 hours (= 3x5) phone calls and IMs and tasks with respect to my brother and his estate
- 10.5 hours (=1.5x7) prepare for sleep rituals. I'm an insomniac. It takes a while.
- 10.5 hours (=0.5x3x7) prepare food and eat. Yeah, 30 minutes to prepare and eat each meal seems a little short.
- 9 hours time with husband
- 2 hours time with friends
- 3 hours house maintenance, laundry, lawn care, dishes, mail, pay bills
- 6 hours working out at the gym
- 7 hours showering and related rituals
If we go to NM in a week, this is 159+22+21 = 202. Not possible.